RESOLUTIONS 2017 + how to continue

Month 6 of 2017 has arrived! How fast has this year flown by? We are midway the year and as promised in January time to reflect on my resolutions of 2017. Perhaps a good time for you as well to check how you have done and perhaps time to make some new ones?13706888_168553690232326_1928711869_n

My list consisted of 5 things that I wanted to continue with or change.

  • Travel more and more and more
  • Find myself and what I am passionate about even more
  • Go back to Finland
  • Do more things that scare me
  • Seek the Lord more

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  • travel more and more and more

It is so funny how at the beginning of 2017 I never knew where life would take me and looking back I am pleased to say that so far this resolution was successful and it will become even more successful during summer.  In January I traveled to Germany and in February + March to Ukraine. Next month I will travel to Estonia, Finland and Austria, and in August to France, yay!

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  • find myself and what I am passionate about even more

This has been quite the challenge, because I am more complex than I thought. I have been working a lot with and on myself, as to say developing and discovering who I am, parts that I feel like I need to grow in. As far as passions, this continues to be photography, yet this clashes with my perfectionism, which takes the fun part out of everything I try. I need to learn a difference exists between striving to be the best version of myself and delivering photos that are ( in my own eyes) perfect.

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  • Go back to Finland

As you read under the travel section, I will be going back to Finland next month! I just booked my tickets four days ago and am super excited to be seeing my friends and my favorite country! I wrote this down as a resolution but knew it was a long shot, since time and finances are always under pressure, and at that point I had just visited in November, so was there really a need? But it was a little dream of mine, which happens to come true!

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  • Do more things that scare me

I am not sure whether I meant that I wanted to do things that literally scared me that bring adrenaline rush or that I meant stepping out of my comfort zone, cause I really need both to grow as a person. I enjoy getting my regular shot of adrenaline, I prefer that over stepping out of my comfort zone cause that is usually connected with a social setting. I have grown as a person and developed my personality more. I have become a volunteer for the International justice mission, and I will give lectures (yikes) to students at middle schools. Let me tell you, this is way out of my comfort zone, so taking on this challenge is considered as scary.

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Seek the Lord more

This resolution was very personal, but I have definitely succeeded. I feel like I have grown closer to the Lord and gotten to know him better, as well as develop a deeper relationship. However, this is a resolution that needs to be continued because you can never not stop growing in that relationship.

How do I go from here?

Alright, the dreaded resolution will happen folks!

  • weight loss

I know right, how original. In January I didn’t need this resolution and thought it was too superficial, but 6 months later, believe me, this needs to happen! Where did I go wrong? I had a lot of moments where negative thoughts came into my brain and in order to ‘heal’ those I would eat, like a lot. At some point I became aware of this and am currently working on establishing a healthy lifestyle which means separating food from emotional well-being. If I experience negative feelings or insecurities I do not grab food to deal with those, but need to focus on the core of the problem. If you experience this as well or have tips, feel free to message or contact me!


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Love, Jess

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